Maggie Magpie Magster

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Because u can always keep it short and sweet…ill try to do u justice.

To my soul mate, now that you are gone a piece of me has gone too and I will never be the same.

I love you and miss you. And even though you are no longer with us on earth, I know you will always be with me, my angel in heaven and in my heart.

Peaceful…

All of the things I could never say

I hate you

I hate how you tricked me to fall in love with you

I hate how you turned me into someone I could never recognize

…

you are the reason I do not believe there is any more hope for love

you have fucked me royally

you always turned it around on me

everything was always my fault

you belittled me to the extreme, to the depth I never thought were possible…

that i wasn’t even good enough to die.

i hate myself for what i let you do to me

i hate myself for all the things i did for you

i can’t believe i turned a 180 when i was with you,

who was I?

I was a fucking hypocrite!

I hate I pretended to just be your friend.

I hate that you made me think I did nothing right

I hate that everything you said and did should be taken as gold

It’s gone past being hurt and upset

I’m pissed that I allowed these horrible things to happen.

I just stood there when the punches came

After sometime I didn’t even feel anything anymore

The hurt became a daily necessity, it was a surprise to smile

I soon became numb to everything around me

I thought I’d live like this forever

I did not know how to get past this

I did not know how life would be to be happy

All i know now is that it takes a whole lot of time and some amazing friends to get back to who you really are after someone verbally and emotionally abuses you for such a long time in ALL aspects of your life

Now I am less hating myself and more hating you

FUCK YOU!